Lately everything seems as if I dropped into a parallel universe. I feel like myself, I look like myself and yet some deep rooted presence keeps growing within me. Like a cancerous truth awakening each part of my conscious, one cell at a time. I dunno. This past year has changed the way I percieve so many things that used to be so valuable to me. Friendships. Parenthood. Love. Dreams. Reality.
I originally started this journal to record my dreams (which I do, privately)... but I also think I'll begin to make more entries in here than in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
moonjewel. Maybe I feel like the person that created moonjewel was so different from me now, it's almost as if it was all a dream, or as if THIS is all some foggy dream in of itself.
I feel like something is just out of reach, and I know I want it... I almost have it... I just don't know what 'it' is.
Current Music: |
fade into you - mazzy star |
